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Me & Hunter, together again: Same same but different

  

It is dark and gross outside this morning and that suits me just fine. And though I wrote about the eerie parallels between my life at this exact moment last year and this year, I really had no idea how parallel they would be. I was unsure how I would feel about these parallels as I got up this morning, but with more coffee and continued dark skies, I feel better than I thought.

I was told yesterday, via a very late-in-the-day email, that I had not been rehired at the school where I worked this year. To say I was shocked would be an understatement, but also inaccurate in some other ways. I was shocked. But I had a feeling, one I could not readily explain or identify, that something was off as I waited all week for the decision. It was a pretty horrible feeling, and the reality of my intuition being correct was little consolation. Then I thought about last year again. I looked over at Matilda, who seems to know when things are not quite right, and remembered how we, or I, felt last year. It was dark and rainy and hot and gross in Hong Kong. She and I were holed up in the apartment in Pak Kok considering our life without Norman. We were very, very sad. Things were very unsettled. But it was how it was.

Now here we are, it is cool and grey and quiet in the Mission and we are safely ensconced in our apartment and we have gotten used to our life without Norm, so I can only imagine that we will also get used to whatever new situation presents itself to us.

I suppose in light of the current circumstances a post similar to this one would be apt. But I am not really in the mood. I feel more like writing something in the vein of my hero Dr. Thompson.

In 1958, Thompson wrote a letter to the Vancouver Sun. I am not sure if would be accurate to say that he was “seeking” a job, but it would be accurate to say that at the time HST was still a relatively unknown and was living in NYC, deeply in debt and drinking like the best of the disreputes. [In terms of parallels, I am not in NYC, nor am I deeply in debt. I am definitely a relative unknown and considering drinking like the best of the disreputes.] Thompson’s letter appears in the book The Proud Highway: Saga of a Desperate Southern Gentleman, 1955-1967 (The Fear and Loathing Letters, Vol. 1). [There are three volumes. Somethings are worth hoarding, for real.]

The letter [with my comments] follows. If you want it without my comments get your own copy of the book. (more…)


John Cusack FTW. Don’t act like you are surprised.

Less than a week before its official US debut, the star (one of) and producer of Hot Tub Time Machine, John Cusack took his promotional mettle to Twitter. As both a regular Twitter user and a follower of Cusack I was party to the whole thing.

And it was a thing of beauty.

The thing about following Cusack on Twitter is this: he has very little (admitted) knowledge of how the thing works, and even less (admitted) interest in working it out. He also cannot type for shit. I assume he probably can spell, but only because of any public evidence I can glean as to his intelligence. And I think he is super-duper smart, politically, ideologically and, well… in the Mary Poppins way, if you want to know how I really feel about it. I think he likely Tweets drunk on occasion and I applaud his irreverence and his range of topics in his “stream” (look at me work the double entendre.) Basically, he cracks me up and makes me wonder how HST might handle such a concept as Tweeting.

So, either of his own volition or at the request of someone else, Mr. Cusack decided to take advantage of the Twitter tool of “trending” and see if, with the efforts of his more than 27k followers, get the movie to “trend.” He seemed unclear on how the trending thing worked at first, and I could certainly relate. Basically, any subject that starts getting repeat Tweets (to an exponential degree) shows up in the sidebar of a Twitter user’s page. This, in the tradition of the hive mind, of course draws more attention and before you know it, whatever the trending topic is, it has gone viral. You can set your trend topics regionally or world-wide, so you see what kind of audience we are talking about. Using a hashtag (#) seems to speed things up, but to my (limited) knowledge it does not seem like a requirement.

I guess you can sort of see the potential for massive exposure. The question is… to what do you want to be exposed.

A quick survey of the trending topics on any given day is almost certain to be 80% inane-to-the-point-of-insulting topics. For example, right this minute the worldwide trends are:

  • now playing
  • don’t you hate it when
  • april wish
  • i just wanna know why
  • Justin Bieber….

And let’s just stop right here.

Justin Bieber. Two weeks ago, my only knowledge of this individual was through my blogging friend Clare‘s husband‘s tweets about Bieber because he has to write about him for celebrity news website. I had no idea who he was or why he was so popular, he is almost always a trending topic, but obviously I had never taken the time to investigate. I assumed he must have been an American Idol contestant or on Dancing With The Stars or something equally not-my-style. Turns out, No. He is a pre-pubescent (though he is 16 apparently so someone should be worried…) Canadian pop “star”.

Back to the Cusack connection. In the effort to become a trending topic, Hot Tub time Machine was going to have to disable the Bieber-machine. How to do this? Could it be done? Was it impossible that Cusack/Coddry could generate enough cyber-energy to topple the hormonal urges of millions of teenage girls around the world? [Turns out it is not teenagers that they had to worry about... it was three-year olds. Amazing.]

Game on people.

The Cusack troops were motivated. The Bieber-barbs were witty and snarky and all that is right with mockumentary. But clever does not always win you points in the world of Twitter. You need volume. Bieber held fast. But the,… suddenly… after a few days of solid #httm/#hottubtimemachine effort… it looked like the Bieber might be cracking. Add to that Roger Ebert’s review of the film and the ABSOLUTE AUDACITY of The Bieber to even try to emulate Lloyd Dobler, and the game was getting interesting. [By the way, just look at the picture. I mean, come-the-fuck-on people... what is this thing you have created? He thinks he is serious. Wait till his voice changes... All down hill from there, kid.] After just a few days, the movie was trending… it was a victory of Bieber proportions to be sure. When the movie opened it got an even bigger boost as people not actively involved in (or inciting) the Shockozulu-Bieber smackdown were inadvertently helping by tweeting about the movie.

Thus far, the movie that began this Twitter showdown, which apparently made it into the foreign press, has yet to make it to my far off shores, but you can be sure I am going to see it. I mean, 1986? I’ll take a second look. Plus, there is not much connected to Cusack that I don’t like. [Yeah, yeah, yeah, it was on purpose.] And while I am certain that the temporary Bieber displacement will be short-lived because I am aware that you cannot stop the insanity madness idiocracy that supports a concept like Bieberism, you can certainly enjoy it for one brief, shining, Twitter moment.


Bob Herbert gets it. I wish the GOP did.

Today one of my students was telling me that he got stumped by one of his university interview questions over the weekend. Considering the student as well as the outcome, I am going to have to say “stumped” is a wee bit of an overstatement, but none the less, the question was interesting. As a future lawyer, he has applied for a Law and Politics program. On seeing that the interviewer said, “I see that you have aptly demonstrated your interest in law, but what about politics? What interests you about politics?”

“Uhhh….” He began. “Politics is interesting because it is the element of the system that works on enforcing law… like, they work together to effect change…”

Okay, so not bad. Always good to fall back on interdependence and relationships.

He asked me, what I would have said. What a perfect day to ask me such a question. I told him I was not sure I could answer the question in light of the current political sh*tstorm underway in the States. He persisted. I gave in with little more encouragement: “I think that politics is fascinating because it is like the crystallization of all the best and worst extremes of the human condition. It is the fun house mirror of our society.”

He laughed and then looked at the clock. Maybe I should have re-thought my answer.

In the wake of the passage of the Health Care Reform Bill the nature of the extreme right in our country has been disclosed to such a degree that even the “mostly extreme” right sees the red flags. Like I said yesterday: It is embarrassing. I am frightened to see the potential for hate that this has brought out in the people who we have chosen to represent us. Jesus – if this is who we have become we really are a Generation of Swine.

At some point, we have to decide as a country that we just can’t have this: We can’t allow ourselves to remain silent as foaming-at-the-mouth protesters scream the vilest of epithets at members of Congress — epithets that The Times will not allow me to repeat here.

Bob Herbert’s op-ed piece in the New York Times pretty much summed up what I was trying to say yesterday (that is why he earns the big bucks, yo.) and I know lots of people are going to say that he is some liberal-leftist-socialist-racist-tyrant. So before you go there, consider what David Frum had to say about what the GOP has earned themselves as a result of the past few weeks years:

We followed the most radical voices in the party and the movement, and they led us to abject and irreversible defeat…  by mobilizing [the Republicans] with hysterical accusations and pseudo-information, overheated talk has made it impossible for representatives to represent and elected leaders to lead. He went on in another piece to say that “Conservatives have whipped themselves into spasms of outrage and despair that block all strategic thinking.”

The behavior that Herbert describes in his piece defies any sort of rational explanation – oh, yeah BECAUSE IT IS IRRATIONAL. Beyond that it is inexcusable, but it was at the hands of a bunch of Teabagger Morons. So what then of yelling “Baby Killer” at Bart Stupak, (who frankly does not speak for my uterus in any way) on the floor of the United States House of Representatives? Randy Neugebauer [from Texas - HOW SURPRISING] came forward to admit it was him (though made up quite a justification for it) a day late. In the military don’t they have punishments for “conduct unbecoming”? Why do we have to put up with this kind of bullshit in the hallowed halls of “the greatest Democracy on the planet? [Be sure to read the comments following the Neugebauer article if you check the link.]

Yeah, the greatest “democracy” on earth. Maybe, as the Aussies point out, that is not necessarily the best thing.

“In a nation ruled by swine, all pigs are upwardly mobile—and the rest of us are fucked until we can put our acts together: not necessarily to win, but mainly to keep from losing completely. We owe that to ourselves and our crippled self-image as something better than a nation of panicked sheep.” ~ Hunter S. Thompson, 1979

**Thank you to Twitter friends: seanbedlam, shockozulu aka John Cusack, lizzwinstead, pourmecoffee, deringolade and cody_k for all the links and great posts over the past few days.**


Fog, Full Moons and Obituaries.

Tonight will be a perigee moon. Perigee means the point in the orbit of a heavenly body, especially the moon, or of an artificial satellite at which it is nearest to the earth. However, it is unlikely I will have a clear view of it because of the fog that has settled over Hong Kong in the past couple of days. I am going to call it fog – though it is far more likely some variant of the pollution that we inhale on a daily basis over here, a nice dose of Nitrogen Dioxide. Yesterday it appeared that the sky had fallen. When I got home I was unable to see the bright lights of CyberPort, or even the ambient light of Hong Kong island, which generally creates my nocturnal backdrop. It was eerie. I could see some of the lights on the loaders and ships that were not too far off the shore , but even those were pretty diffuse, and the fog horns were going all night long – always spooky in spite of being a beacons.  It was kinda like this, for real.

This morning when I was walking towards my yogic destination, the sky actually did fall. It wasn’t rain. It was like suspended wet that just sort of enveloped me as I walked towards the tram stop near Times Square. It was dark and quiet and damp. My students are always asking me what exactly “dank” means when they read Donald Justice’s poem, The Tourist From Syracuse. This would be it. Dank.

It is the kind of weather that sort of makes you want to hole up in bed with a good book and something tasty to drink; even if it is pollution and not really weather, it has the semblance of a blustery day. It’s not holing up because you are in a bad mood, but just because it seems more friendly inside. This weather matches the literary news of the last few days. I woke up yesterday to hear that Howard Zinn had died. I have been reading Howard Zinn since the days I was just discovering that I loved history. A People’s History of the United States may be one of the best books I have ever read, any of the editions, and it has always served as one of the best teaching tools for dealing with US History, a class that cannot be effectively broached in a single academic year (Go high school curriculum! Don’t even get me started on the idea of teaching World History in a year… No wonder everyone is bugged by history as adolescents.) It sucks to lose such a voice, but perhaps the irony of [modern?] death will prevail and more people will listen now that he has died.

I contemplated Howard a lot yesterday. I had only one history lesson to teach but was imbued with Theory of Knowledge lessons, which forces one to consider all the aspects of good history/historiography. Not to mention, I am 40 pages away from the conclusion of Roberto Bolaño’s 2666 and it is a novel of quite literal epic proportions, which I cannot imagine gleaning much from without some understanding the historical context against which it is set. History matters, and it is relevant in ways that few have been able to articulate as well as Howard Zinn.  He always had much to say on how we choose to learn/study/use history, and I know I will be revisiting much of his work again in the near to immediate future.

When I woke up at 5 a.m. this morning the fog had not lifted even a little, in fact was far more substantial as I mentioned above. Walking placidly, if not a bit fuzzily out the door to catch the ferry I read that J.D. Salinger had died. Damn. Not like he made a habit of being around anyhow, but, damn. I will never read The Catcher in the Rye and not think of two of my most favorite humans to have ever walked the earth: Willy Oaks and Jason Baucom. Both of these guys embodied so much of what Holden Caulfield meant to me. I think Willy probably gave me my first copy of the book. And then, it was the reason I developed such a crush on a certain freshman at UCSD; Marshall’s favorite book, so prominently displayed in that charming college freshman way, was, of course, The Catcher in the Rye.

Two days and two big guns – gone. I started to wonder why it seems like certain people go on living forever, ever when we are sure they are going to die any moment. [Or we just want them to.] I have never written an obituary, well, I sort of wrote one once… But in reality, I wouldn’t know how to capture the way I feel when I hear about guys like this passing. It’s like a another little light, somewhere, has gone out. And even if that light is not readily accessible, or even one we need to have access to on a regular basis, we are poorer for having lost the illumination.

I hope I will see the moon tonight, though the fog will be here a little longer I think.

May we all find a beacon in the mist.


Travel (Writing).

Every time I have the opportunity to take a trip – big, small, exotic, mundane, work-related, totally frivolous, near, far – I am grateful. I am grateful for the opportunity, the variety and the inherent surprises that come even when you think for sure they will not. And I am grateful for the chance to share my experiences with others. Whether or not they are grateful is something that apparently very few travelers actually consider, but I would like to consider it.

Since I have been living in Asia and traveling in Asia I have found, in sharing my experiences, I rely heavily on words like myriad and juxtaposition. But these words do so little to actually communicate what I mean. Or at least they seem ineffective in comparison to what I see around me. How can I really demonstrate what I mean when I say there are myriad subtleties in the art of multilingual (or non-lingual) communication in Asia, or that Asia is replete with the most incongruously wonderful juxtapositions I have ever seen? Just saying it seems limited.

And why would it matter? Because, of course, with traveling comes the requisite sharing of said experiences, either with other travelers, or maybe with those who would, but can’t and those who could, but don’t. Ihave a great audience in my classroom for sharing, though I was reluctant to share my trips with my students in the US at first, a result of scars from having to endure my own Freshman English teacher’s every vacation to Hawaii (Mark Reischling I know you loved it, but us? Not so much.) Eventually I did begin to share and whether or not it had the Reischling effect on the kids, it totally changed how I traveled. I began to look around the world in a wholly new way; trying to see everything through the eyes of my students gave my trips a completely new focus. I brought back Vegemite and didgeridoos and boomerangs from Australia and let my students try all of them when we studied the region in Geography. I shared my photo essay of the street people and permanent protesters from D.C. when we covered Civil Rights and Liberties in Government class. I brought in albums from Italy when we studied the Renaissance in World History and the photos for my graduate thesis on Area 51 when we covered the Cold War in US History. Photos of the Ancient Agora and the Theater of Dionysus were passed around when we covered mythology and Ancient Greece. From Russia to Alaska to the Baltic States to Mexico and Jamaica – I wondered: What would my students find interesting, or surprising or bizarre… what might shock them? How could I impart what it was like to be in all these places… How could I create the sense of place in a way that they could relate to and provide context for what they were studying?

I read somewhere recently that the abundance of travel writing was getting simply ridiculous. Something to the effect that people live under the misconception that everyone wants to read about their every trial and tribulation on the road and that somehow a well-inked passport makes one the next great… well, you know, travel writer.  And I had to admit, it is kind of true. There are more travel blogs out there everyday, and in some ways, this might kind of be one. I do not read many of the travel blogs that profess to be the “key” to any sort of wisdom, and I love the idea that something one reads on the internet could in any way be “off the beaten track…” [Sorry Lonely Planet, I still love you and I turn to you often, but yo, you are way mainstream.]

Still, I have a certain love for travel literature.

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Big things happen on Fridays… If you’re crafty.

It is not Friday in Hong Kong right now. It is Saturday morning. And I am at work, which is a redundant statement, as I have already mentioned I am in Hong Kong. Fridays however, have gotten my attention. Big Time.

So, you already know I am a fan of the friday five (lists and questions and memes oh my!) And you are also aware that I pledged my loyalty to Twitter several months ago. And as such, I have been intrigued by Twitter’s #followfriday concept. As a trending topic, which = code for popular inane subjects to randomly comments on (or not so inane I must say before the #iranelection people freak out and kill me for being disrespectful,) #followfriday is a means for people to spread the word about people on Twitter and encourage people to, well, follow said personas, obviously.

I have not really #followfriday’ed anyone. But then, yesterday I saw that  San Diego Street Scene, in conjunction with #followfriday, is doing free ticket Friday for the show at the end of August. Because the Beastie Boys were confirmed to play at Street Scene this year (news I got via Twitter WAY before friends at home got it in the more conventional method) @Street_Scene said, #followfriday @Street_Scene with your favorite Beastie Boys lyric for a chance to win free tickets. I was totally down. And following suit (‘she gets around/she’s always down’) I went with the proverbial She’s Crafty: “The girl is crafty like ice is cold!”

Oh, and by the way?

I fucking won. Yeessssssssssss!!!

“Now I like nothing better than a pretty girl smile
And I haven’t seen a smile that pretty in a while…”

So… In honor of this clearly epic day, I am going to present some people who you should follow, based solely on my opinion of course, so do with the suggestions as you like.

John Cusack = the complete package.

John Cusack = the complete package.

Tim Armstrong = Hot Rock and Roller

Tim Armstrong = Hot Rock and Roller for today

Benicio del Toro: Simply SMOKIN'

Benicio del Toro = Simply SMOKIN'

Bertrand Russell = Big daddy of the coolest paradox

Bertrand Russell = Big daddy of the coolest paradox

HST = The Shit. Pure and Simple.

HST = The Shit. Pure and Simple.

Maybe I will post the chicks next (fake) Friday, ie: Hong Kong Saturday. It could be a whole new kind of tradition. Oh, and by the way? John Cusack sent me a direct reply on Twitter today as well. Fuck yeah!

“The girl is crafty like ice is cold!
The girl is crafty – she knows all the moves
I started playing records – she knew all the groo-ooves


And so it is… A Generation of Swine.

“In a nation ruled by swine, all pigs are upwardly mobile—and the rest of us are fucked until we can put our acts together: not necessarily to win, but mainly to keep from losing completely. We owe that to ourselves and our crippled self-image as something better than a nation of panicked sheep.”
—Hunter S. Thompson, The Great Shark Hunt, 1979

The Swine Flu is all over the news the past few days. In Asia there is an audible sigh of relief that it is not their problem, er… fault, for once and lots of jokes about pigs are circulating, though I am sure I will see more face masks than normal this week in town. Personally, I am not so concerned as it is reported that the best way to pick up the virus is through direct pig contact, and I am not going out much these days.

No more H5N1 – now we have H1N1. Whatever. I am more interested in the flu blame than the flu game. In 1968 it was the Hong Kong flu and around a million people died. Pandemic? In 1918 it was the Spanish flu and 40-100 million died. Pandemic. SARS? Not flu, but 775 deaths and permanent flu fear in Hong Kong remains. You know between a quarter of a million and half million people die annually, world wide from the “common” flu. Who can we blame that one on? Perhaps it really is Affluenza. That would befit a Generation of Swine.

It amazes me how quickly and effectively the flu-fear spreads. Forget the flu itself for a minute and consider… travel advisories, recommended purchases, suggested quarantines. And then this: “The WHO has activated a command and control center for acute public health events nicknamed the “war room.” It says it is ready to use rapid containment measures if needed, including antivirals.” War Room? Really?

I was just talking with some friends yesterday about how people have become absolutely maniacal about purported hygiene. All this antibacterial nonsense seems to just be making people sicker in my opinion. Remember how dirty we got when we were kids in the Seventies? Shit, we were eating dirt, or at least making little brothers eat it. We had dirty hands. We climbed trees where *gasp* birds probably, you know… pooped. We swam in rivers and lakes that probably had some dodgy detritus it them at some point. And we lied about washing our hands before we ate. And we did not get sick all that often. I guess the dirt must be a whole lot worse these days. Though that doesn’t make sense either because most kids don’t really seem to go outside and get dirty anymore (though I could be focusing mostly on the kids in HK who are only exposed to virtual dirt.)

So, we have cleaner, smarter, sicker people. Strange.

And the flu is costly. Gotta buy all that anti-viral stuff, gotta protect the house and the everyone, gotta get all the info, do all the right things. Close the schools. Alert the media: With eight confirmed cases in the US, the World Health Organization declared a deadly new strain of swine flu to be a “public health emergency of international concern,” as health officials identified possible new cases in two additional U.S. states and called the disease widespread.

Best stay away from the pigs.

I am thinking that in the midst of a generation of swine that will be the hardest part.

When HST coined the term ‘Generation of Swine,’ or at least put it into common parlance, he was referring to a generation of treacherous, self-interested politicos along with their cronies and followers who were not even decent enough to go down a la Watergate. They cavorted around the law and were expert with smoke and mirrors, deception and great tag lines. Always a new crisis to divert and assuage. Nothing like a good “pandemic” to get people thinking about heading to Rite-Aid and forgetting about all the other shit on their plate.

So now we are blaming the pigs – not the Commie ones, or the political ones, or the police, but the cute little pink ones like we bred and used for nuclear tests out in the desert with their own custom made army issue uniforms, because they were the closest thing to us to measure the effects of close range nuclear blasts [see the Plumbbob series and the 37 kilo-ton Priscilla test blast and don't doubt my nuclear knowledge simply because the irony is just too perfect.]

The poor little piggies (who I imagine are going to take the brunt of this panic as the cows did in the case of Mad Cow and the chickens did with H5N1.) I would go into it in further detail, but I have to go out and get some antibacterial soap and prepare for the apocalypse.


Five For Friday. But it’s Sunday. Oh Well.

Here is another fun way to spend some time on the internet. The website is called the friday five and the concept is pretty straight forward: five questions from some kind of category (or not) posted on a Friday, to which people post responses on their own blog and link to t.f.f. Obviously, right up my alley. Consider yourself lucky that I have thus far exercised restraint in publishing them all.

The following questions are from August 2005, the Friday I arrived in Hong Kong. The category is Hodgepodge.  For the record, I hate that word, but I am going to do the questions anyhow.

1. List five people and a song that reminds you of them or that you think best describes them (list the person’s name, the song title, and the song’s artist).

Anna: Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots – The Flaming Lips [reminds & describes]
Adele: Dancing with Myself – Billy Idol [describes more than reminds...]
Mara: You Ain’t Goin’ Nowhere – The Rave Ups/Bob Dylan [reminds more than describes...]
Chris T: Kung Fu Fighting – Carl Douglas [reminds & describes, obviously.]
Mom: You Can’t Always Get What You Want – The Rolling Stones [reminds & describes &  true]

2. What would your life’s soundtrack be?

I already did a blog about this – sort of. My life soundtrack would be like the best movie soundtracks (High Fidelity, Grosse Pointe Blank, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Stranger than Fiction all come to mind.) I would like it a little loud, a little eclectic, and in the end… rock steady…

If I were to pick some records that work for me right now?


3. Which would you prefer: to live somewhere that is hot or to live somewhere that is cold year-round? Why?

HOT HOT HOT: Because sunshine makes me smile and I look really good when I am tan.

4. Suppose you had twins, a boy and a girl. What names would you give and why?

Probably not Norman and Matilda. I like the name Devin. It has unisex appeal, though not in the “Pat” way, but I prefer it for boys. I like Declan also. I like the name Grace and unual flower names and names that start with A for girls. As long as it is not anything like the Western names that Chinese people give their kids, I’m cool. [Amen, Radish, YoYo, Handsome, Banana, Juicy, Taffy, Shiny, Salmon - all names I have personally come across. I know someone who knows a lady named Twista. Combine that with one of the most common Canto surnames (Ho) and have a giggle.] Truly though, contemplating this sort of thing makes me feel pretty silly.

5. What’s a quote/lyric that describes you right now?

“Walk tall, kick ass, learn to speak Arabic, love music and never forget you come from a long line of truth seekers, lovers and warriors.” ~Hunter S. Thompson

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A Dark Day. [RIP HST]

Today the major news networks picked up the story of the untimely death of Dr. Hunter S. Thompson. The story goes that he apparently shot himself in the kitchen at his compound (the Owl Farm) in Woody Creek, Colorado. Thompson was credited as the father of Gonzo journalism… a form of journalism “rooted in the idea that absolute fidelity to the indisputably factual and provable did not always provide the best avenue to truth” and that “a deeper truth could be found in the ambiguous zones between fact and fiction.” That does not sound so gonzo/crazy to me. As I watch the news and read the accounts of the events unfolding in our country and abroad it seems only reasonable to move away from what our politicians declare to be factual and provable (as so often they are neither.) The ambiguous zone between the Known Facts and the Speculative seems to provide the only real answers for the political and social predicaments that human kind finds itself steeped in these days.

HST was one of my favorite outlaws, writers and social commentators. His work gave me a reason to contemplate, and therefore question my socio-cultural situation, not always with the intent to correct the problem, but at least to identify the hypocrisy. HST felt no compulsion to belong, which went against his traditional southern background, military service, and (in spite of himself) his legitimate literary career. That in itself is so refreshing in an era (or three) of political and social commentators who take themselves so seriously they have totally lost perspective on that which they speak. HST understood that the stories we tell are not just about the story, but the need to tell said story.

I am the proud owner of a majority of HST’s published work… and I can say I have read the books as well; they do not sit as proud trophies of a wasted intellect. I have even tried using his writing in my work because I have found no better teaching tool for the rigors and screwed up intricacies of a presidential campaign than Fear and Loathing on the Campaign Trail. I have read and re-read his collections of Gonzo papers and Fear and Loathing Letters. They speak to something in me that is deeper than my normal everyday cynicism and they provide, somehow, a sense of hope that if we have collectively survived thus far, then tomorrow will again arrive.

The Washington Post article that my local paper ripped off from the wire said, “part of what made for his outlaw-seeming independence and his defiance of convention appeared to be an affinity for the drug lifestyle, which limited his appeal to many.” What? First, let us just say there was very little about the Good Doctor that could be accurately labeled as “seeming.” If he appeared to be an outlaw, guess what? He was. This is the man who accidentally shot his assistant trying to shoot a bear at the Owl Farm, a man who actively fought to free a woman jailed for her role in the shooting a Colorado law enforcement officer, a man who was so sick of the laws in his community that he ran for sheriff as part of the Freak Power Party (and almost won.) As his successes grew, so did his ability to be more independent, as it seems abject poverty or ridiculous wealth look to be the only roads to greater independence. As far as his drug lifestyle, I say did Hemmingway’s drinking put us off? Did Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s affinity for cocaine lessen his popularity? HST’s drug lifestyle simply reminded us of his honesty and his refusal to conform to social mores that did not work for him.

Thompson regularly described his beat as the “death of the American dream.” In recent years he found himself as a recurring columnist for ESPN (his lifelong fascination with the world of sport found a perfect home…) where he had another audience and venue for examining the myth of the American dream, for if not the professional athletes reaching epic/heroic status in America who does embody the classic American dream? And, even if Thompson did, in many ways, embody that dream, one cannot ignore the strange mutations of the dream over time and perhaps he considered that it’s death. What constitutes HST’s American dream? Perhaps painful honesty, or maybe the end of hypocrisy, who really knows save for the Doctor himself and it is unlikely that he would feel compelled to explain to anyone who had the audacity to ask. I think that Thompson was able to see the manifestation of the American dream in many lights with or without chemical enhancement and he offered a critique of our culture that is fundamental for our survival. Doctor Thompson declared that the American Century has passed… and I believe that is true. And so we are left with a final question… what next?

I hope that a new generation of people, regardless of age will now be exposed to the work of HST as usually happens with the passing of genius. Unfortunately, I fear the dilapidation of the critical mind will dismiss his work as trivial musings of a crazy man. Without any social, cultural, or historical context his work will end up in the pile of stuff many people I know see as useless, since it does not enhance their opportunity to earn a buck. In a culture that begs for “just the facts ma’am,” those of us who believe that the real truth lies in that gray area between fact and fiction face an uphill battle. Where thought is required we may be careening off a great cliff with little regard for the consequences. And so the owner of the 21st Century will be decided.

HST – RIP, if peace is what you seek.


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